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Monday, March 16, 2009

Sumer takot nampak.....hahaha..yerlar2...lu orang nyer psl....wa tk delete lar.....
Amek nie!!!

OKOK.....gig done with carrie......so very the many"dugaan"....kecik ati....besar ati....sakit ati....gi mati tk nk???ape sajer lar.....perform untok band lain jer kirakan da tk amek kisah psl band sendiri...perangai adek2 plak....naseb lar sumer misunderstanding jer....lau tak...satu2 aku ketok kasi kluar brinjol....

IC already got a new vocalist...Fuzz from X-japan(singapore nyer)...trying him out dis week....and i seriously got no more money to jam....can Iron Child understand my situation?or they will think im making excuses....let us see...u guys are witness ok??jammed with Carrie dat time....not even a single cent i came out...y?cause i got no money....lets see ok....is IC like the original IC who used to help each other...or u guys have changed....last time...most shortages for the band i will cover it up....now im shortage of money...will they cover me up?lets wait n see...

Guess i can now make dis blog unprivate.....or maybe i should wait for a few more days to think about it...haha...lalalla...i seriously need a Part Time job...need to pay for a lot of things....im so dead.....i cant really think much now....tired of thinking i guess

To Maan:Sori bro aku tk dpt join gathering...gal2 tu sakit lar.....n...aku pon rasa aku penat giler ar....haha...miss out the fun i guess...lagi2 ngan Nam Jahanam....lau ko bbl ngan im....ckp ngan dia tk mo step bagus lar....rambut da mcm siak....ada ati nk kacau orng lain...hehehe...tapi kan bro...aku mcm nk cool down kejap ar on gigs n stuff....nk relek jap...kasi tenang pikiran aku dulu....selesaikan satu2 masalah ar.....

Finally...i know u r reading rite......waiting 4 me to say.......To ehem2....

Finally to Ehem2....asik batok jer part dia tau....

lagi skali k....

Finally to my baaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........aik....ter drag lak...tk leh2

Finally to my one nnnnnnnnnnn.......drag lagi....

okok...stop it....

N To u bby......we had a few rough ride together eh....hahhaa...wat to do....once with me....surely have up n down one....lau kita happy....we will be very happy....lau down jer kan....u know i know jer lar...i know i did many mistakes with u....like i told u last time...i failed in my relationships....here comes the reason y i did dat.....bcoz i couldnt bother bout wat the gal is gonna do....n i can easily play a fool with them.....but....with u.....i changed....i have thought over everything....n i hope we really can go there...u know rite....the 9 more years thingy....hahah....im no longer dat fool to be fooling around....n i hope u have the same mindset too....im sorry for my mistakes..no one is perfect rite....thinking back....i hate ur past....n i hate mine....dats y i want to forget bout the past...and dun want anything from there to come n destroy our plans..im sure u get wat i meant rite.....n....im sorry bout yest at the gig....the gal just suddenly come beside me.....i was hugging azri only....i didnt touch her....kai did.....not me....kai eh.....hahaha...sampai i terpanjat kat atas speaker...i wouldnt do such things to break ur heart...no other girls will be able to take me away from u...and i wont let any guys lay a finger on u....if anyone did lay...hes gonna be dead...i mean if those flirty2 barstard lar...ill kill him i tell u.....cause i really dun want to lose u...we know each other inside out....rite?hmm...eh...is dis post long enough??ke nk lagi??lain kali jer lar i update lagi k....ily........

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

spider blogged at 8:24 AM

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