see those 3....im leaving them.....my red anak angkat im giving it back to her parent...Rosli Osairis....dis bass have been a part of me and also I.C.....im gonna miss it 4 sure...As for my lovely black guitar....im selling u away.....i need to get a bass guitar if not it would be troublesome for my band......so..im selling both guitar n multi efx.....yes...i am sad....but...luckily i have my acoustic wif me......i wont sell that even if there is a knife at my neck.......dats my late uncle's guitar...and it will be passed to the nxt generation.....the most imprtant thing is....


I have U wif me....u make my life...not the guitars....they are just my toys....i can get it anytime....but i cant get u as and when i like...u r too precious to be sold away...yes...i cn die without a guitar...but i will die without u by myside...to support me where ever i go...tmr meet me k.....ily dumb2...

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Scaling through bitterness in life...

hahhaa....cool kan previous post.....simple but meaningful know...hahahhaaha......life is getting on really just fkin ok for me.,...as in my life in my family...outside...its a whole diff story....in my fam....its always...nagging...nagging..nagging...im sick of all that shit....can they just accept me the way i am....n stop being such an ass.....i know my roots....but still...u both of u are my family...so u got the rights....hahaa...as for outside....hmm..let me see...Iron Child???braper minggu tk jam nie.....can die sia....we got a gig on 22nd feb...tribute to May.....and also 15 march....feb is at club 6..march is at MM....as for me and aris....aris is performing in march with abg aki rock acadamy students...at suntec....while me...until now haven practice.......i got a performance at suntec too...in march too.....with Yat...RnB comp winner among thousands in Singapore who took part...many said he's the next Taufiq...he looks like one...sings like one...but he dont like it as he thinks he is copying...so...see how lar...

Yesterday....went to....4get where...ouh ok...city hall....den to...marina....den dunno laar....lepak2....den at night at FCP......b4 dat...at penin...walk past dis man....dis guitarist....looks familiar....he's looking at Iron Child....den just gamble and talk about Paul Danial...and guess wat.....he is PD.....have a lil chat wif him....haha..remember youthtified comp....me called up again to perform another 2 songs.....and PD embarresed me saying "ceh best bassist seh " after the comp....i wish it happened again.....

As for u my dumb2.........i dunno wat to say bout u....im really2 sick...and i cant take it anymore......everyday like dis....how am i suppose to live like dis...u tell me....really...u tell me...all this pain u gave me.......haiz....wat am i going to do.....haiz....u...u......im really2 sick now......cant take it.......really.............................................................................................................................................
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im sick bcoz u make me miss u every night u know dat...every second.......i cant take it dat i really2 really....really....luv u dumb2......hahahaha....ily....peace

LUV U DUMB-DUMB!!!!!




UPDATED!!!

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Went to ECP yesterday....after meeting dat precious dumb2 and her fren.....we went to WCP........lepakz....lepakz....story telling.....joke playing.....bla3......its fun.....hahhaa...with all the craps we made....wakakkaa....Then.....went back.......me spilt with them...alighting at J.E.....took 197....towards the east/...thought it was the normal bus i took last time...but...i took the wrong one...i was suppose to take 196....yes..the fkin number 6..........so i reached at Bedok Int at 12.05am....no more bus..power....was also otp with that cute lil dumb2...so...called my dad to fetch me...he said....hes lazy to take me...so what..im like suppose to walk there...n i got no money...ass man dat dad..in the end..took cab...ask him wait there....n take his money away...burn the change...ask for some more..HAHHA..dat nite....everyone is down...went cycling alone....and i really mean alone...it was like the whole ECP is dead....super scary....but wth...went from the middle to the other end...and turn back....not stopping...used up my energy...went to pit...sleep...dat was like 5am/??woke up at 7 am....then there is dis bunch of lunatics...mabok eh mata korang..kk


K..Then....saw dis gal...very the familiar....the way she walk n stuff....then thought it was Tiang..but...dun make a big fuck bout it...den went cycling with faie...he saw...it was really her..haha...i looked away...den...went to the toilet time...saw her...looked away again...pretending dat i nvr saw her...den....in front of toilet..saw her again...dis time the best...right in front of me...step bodoh ar ape lagi...so...one whole day...saw her...never even say hi to her...haha...den still got some things dat i do lar there...like eat...sleep...eat...sleep...penat lar gua...

For my dumb2 only!

i oso dunno y i did that....maybe i fear that u will be like dat time again...sensitive?but its ok...i dun mind u being sensitive...it shows that u dun want to have something like a 3rd party...rite..sori if some of the ppl i know go to the extreme until destroying themselves like wanting me to contact them...i didnt contact any gals now...i swear!nono..its not i didnt...its I Never...serious...see wat ive done to Tiang...i didnt even say hi...maybe im wrong in a sense shes my fren...but 1st time like dis..n dun want to keep any secrets with u and dun want u to be so called jealous or something...Remember k...i always want to make u happy..dats my mission...i never want to make u cry....i dun want all the negative things to be with u...ill always do my best to make dis life wonderful for u...dats is wat im trying to do...and if there is any mistake i did...im really sorry...lastly....imy...and...ily...really...tk bedek...haha...

peace all

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Scaling through bitterness in life...

After much persuation....finally done another blog.....weeeewiiiiiittttt.....saper jugak kan yg sroh.....budak tuh jugak......eh...u...ya u....dumb2...u la.......hahhaa...cian dia...ngah sakit kaki terpijak plug....hahaha..ape2 dia bbl aku type...amacam...??now ngah bbl psl tido jatuh katil.......she's OTP wif me......kan2...da majok.....stakat aku jawab main2...hahaha.....I never use ur inhaler lar syg.....hahaha....waiting 4 reply eh.....dia tk tau orng ngah blog nie skrng....hahahaa....

okok...serious shit...hmmm...wait reply u want from me??haha...eversince we are dat close....i feel that theres somebody who would care...i enjoy every second that we spent....even if it is just a phonecall at night.....haha...u really brighten up my life.....my life is is really dark b4 we were so close....it was only after u came that my life really change.those days i dont wear bermudas to town..now...i dare to wear those pants...TO TOWN...hahahha...i did change also......for the better i think.....right my lil dumb2???hahaha...u r special to me..u know it right...we talk alot of things already...lol...we come out with a solution.....hahaha...u know i know....the world dun know......the world dont understand us....they dunno our situation...lol......wait 4 the right time...can??haha...hmmm....let time decide it....but we will be there 4 each other...right??okok....like always....peace all

test

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