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Monday, March 23, 2009

Hmm....life has been extraordinary for me...if the spelling is correct...haha...long time no skool so im like a bodo already....haha....been through many waves in life....huge wave....small wave....no wave....hahaha...figure it out urself....she wrote of a flashback in time during her npcc....now my ncc life....here goes...

Sec 1...met zul my classmate...asked him if we wanna join npcc or ncc....with full confidence he said...NCC lar....NCC seniors were there pulling us in....hahaha...ok lor..so sign up for it....we got it...but zul being himself....pembelot...changed to NPCC....sucka...hahaa...me continue with life in green.....

!st year.....still kerntal.....dunno wat is life...met some people...gangster....abg2...kakak2.....hahaha....i remembered my 1st few weeks people there asking me to follow them for a gang clash...me being dumb...followed...but in the end..police came..and everybody was gone....haha....express class was really boring...the people were like only studying2...NCC people??only me and 2 other chinese mates....us being express....was always liked by the teachers....EXCEPT FOR U KNOW WHO RITE....haha....me......the only black sheep in both express class....always kena caught want....rioting...fighting.....many2 more...best thing...my ass has never been canned...see....gd rite....biasa jugak....

I was the only bastard in ncc who was like by the 1st batch of senior...followed by 2nd 3rd batch....i dunno y....i came out with exciting ideas which those asses could not think about...hahaha....seriously....i was only sec one and they said they wanted me in charge of ncc...so...i was always incharge of my fellow sec one mates....

Sec 2 was a year older...gone through many cases in school...smoking..smoking...fighting...same old stuff...hahah...me when not in ncc...are always not liked at skool....remember that time me and shayfiq fought with 8 seniors at canteen...i was badly beaten...i fell...dats the only time i really fell when in fight...then there was a time i and my frens really fought outside...being me who cared bout "brothers"....saw my bro left behind and was beaten up...so...i being the only person who turned back....go through aroung 10 people or more...and i was really badly beaten....my eyes bleed....specs broke...still all i cared was bout that bro...haha....den saw him dead already kena beaten....fought our way through in my secondary life....

But in NCC...diff case...i was liked always....teachers all wanted me to be incharge of NCC....but i didnt managed to get it cause a new teacher came in and took the two chinese asses to be in charge...guess wat happen....seniors was furious.....even...my teacher......SAF Encik......was angry....he called me personally....and talked to me at staff room....he seriously said sorry as he was no longer in charge....the rest of NCC wanted me to be incharge but dat fat ass TAN BOON HOCK choosed the other two cause..u know i know lar....hahaa...but its ok....my role in ncc...freelance!!!haha...

Came to Sec 3 Combined camp.....i n zul was incharge of a group...zul being overall incharge was bz...so i took care of my group alone...hehehe......told u....cadets all liked me....i always let them choose between the so called master sergent of me....im lower ranking btw....and...the head incharge will always have dat ass faced when the whole entire ncc cadet choose...hahaha..sucka.....kk....lets go in deep with sec3 camp....

Led my group...alpha 1....still remember....got npcc and also st john...1st thing i told them....to be as a group...work as one...no fight or u have to deal wif me...i let u enjoy....dun take advantage......and they agreed....so...we worked as a group..we finished everything in order and in speed of light...even...NPCC teacher...was scolding the whole camp for not being in schedule....but....only my group was safe....hahaha...all u stupid NCO kena scolded....not me...i got praised!!haha...kerek ar abeh....NPCC teacher scolding all other higher ranking...work slowly summore....kental...there....was dumb2...incharge of a group next to me.....hahaha...she was the most kental ever....i only watched her ass since then...really....thought her how to steal food in the night which she is not capable of....but back then....i dun look at girls of my school.....dun care bout them...haha..really sia...so...dumb2 was always getting bullied in camp...and wat did i do...stare at her ass only lar...in camp...who scolded me??i think no one rite...haha...i woke every one up by asking each NCO to go to the room,on their walky talky.....den....i shout....WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!....me always as usual.vulgars..hahaha...

I dunno y...my secondary school life.....i dun care bout relationships...so what..u like me..i like u..stead ar....wth....my mind is not matured enough....i wanna know wats life..i my life was hard..hahaha...end my secondary school life with fighting....and fighting...even in ncc....beat people up in my ncc boots....sedap jer kene jamah...wohooo....see....how bad am i....but how gd my reputation in my cca is.....

NOW,its a miracle to love someone dat much which i dun even care bout her in my secondary school life...last time if i saw her pass by my class...only thing i looked at...ass.....haha...sori to say...talk to her also only like...."ar..k.."but one thing for sure...during dat camp...she laughed a lot....me being a joker...always make people laugh and smile....

To dumb2....remember i always said...most of my predictions is rite...now then i only know of it rite...actually....it happened during dat camp too....seriously...ppl may think i make dis up...but i know..dis is real...secrets spilled.....during dat time..in canteen...where we are having our lunch....i dunno...my heart said...."aku kacau2 bully2 nie budak...sekali nnt aku dpt dia in a few years time mcm mana siak...but....lek sua lar aku nk amek dia..kerntal"...
i said something like dat...it might not be exact...but i know i cursed u...haha...its really a miracle.....to get someone like u...a gal...which i have no idea dat i could be with...and the person who i dun even care if u die.....haha...but now...for sure...i will always care for u...Nurfazielah...the name which only remind me of my sec 3 camp...and sorry again...ass....during dat time i was such a bastard....u know rite...hahha..now..its a diff story....i will care and love u just like my own family..u know wat i mean rite...sometimes we do misunderstood each other..but...its life...no matter wat i said to u(the negative side)....the only fact is ily and i only want to see you happy in life....till then...upload satu pic lar....

spider blogged at 6:42 AM

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