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Saturday, March 21, 2009

IronChild got a new vox....just tried him out just now.....test run dia sikit....haha...he came late.....lol.....nvm......quite a tough guy.....da bis ns mah....manners wise.....ok.....attitude wise....ok....better than previous vox...haha...

Vocal wise....he need to brush up.....Liz seriously wants us to take him....he is seriously confident Fuzz will do well....he is helping fuzz out...haha....jamming just now...was not dat fun....played songs dat we never played b4.....isi atau kulit...smoke on the water...and hear this people...IRON CHILD FINISHED THE WHOLE SONG OF SAKURA FROM ROCKVIVAL.....i too was shocked jai played like dat...hahaha...watch out for improvements of Iron Child....ok...enough of bands....

now..my life.....

Since im jobless...i realise...my attitude changed...i tend to be sensitive....hot headed....like a beast...i really hate myself dis way.....i hate to sit at home too much cause i will tend to get stressed with my parents around me...everything is just not right for them.,.but for sure...ill be ok in a while....once i get a job...and...im really2 sori to my dumb2....i created problems for her.....and im really in a wrong....i dunno wat the hell is happening to me...but im sure dis wont last long....i mean my attitude....i love my old ways...being happy with u...looking back at those phrases....Money really makes people crazy ar...how i wish the world live without money...is everyone happy?or...people are going to be more crazy....hmm...i really hate myself for making those problems to dumb2..its just dat im stressed up at home....people in my house are making me crazy man....they are killing me slowly...

dumb2....im sori if i have being rude to u dis while....im just so stressed up...and sometimes wat u said can just spark up a fire to me...even if it actually is nothing...i know im sensitive dis days....im just too stressed at home....everything is a living hell to me..i can be ok with u around...but if dat is i do not quarrel with u..if i quarrel with u abit...dats it for my mood for the day....haiz.....i always wanted to spend my time with u on weekends...since weekdays we cant meet for long.....im jealous actually...watching ppl spending time with their partners weekdays...like...in the afternoon...as they can spend quite a while with each other..but with u...i only can at night...only for a short while...its bcoz u are working...and this is where my irritating parents come in...i dunno why....they keep nagging if im home late...10pm late is it?if 11pm i can understand lar....cause i also dun wanna go home dat late...u get wat i mean?dats y its difficult for me to mit u weekdays at night..but i will always have my ways to mit u....dats y weekends i wanna spend my time with u....since we have more time....saturday u half day...sunday no werk....i hope u get wat i mean...its not dat i dun want to meet u on weekdays...its just bout dis problem dat i cant meet u dat often on weekdays....but sometimes maybe also im tired...or the reason is i want u to rest...but...i know dat wont work cause u will be meeting su if not meeting me...i hope u can like one day on the weekdays...not to go lepak with me or su...n have a rest at home...just one day in a week...the rest u can go out lar....cans??if u dun want den its ok...but im really sorry for my attitude dis few days....but...everything is ok now rite?i guess...cause...tmr is 22..rite?few more mins from now...thnx to u i realised my mistakes....ily...

spider blogged at 8:10 AM

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