Tuesday, February 10, 2009
DIS FKIN WORD WILL ALWAYS APPEAR...."STRESS"...Firstly....no money.....den need to go out...wat u say....stress....nxt...need to go work everyday...wat u say....stress.....nxt....after ITE want to go poly or ns.....dunno which one...wat u say...stress....gig coming up...havent learnt the songs...wat u say...stress.....cannot get the songs rite...wat u say...stress...quarrel with family...wat u say...stress.....com spoiled...lagging...wat u say...stress......bass guitar not ok...wat u say...stress.......now go work...no money...no food to eat....always hungry...wat u say...stress....next...im moving away from TWL.....fuck...gonna be far away frm her....lagi STRESS!!!!!!!argh!!!im going crazy!!!!....and u quarrel with me over dat thing??dat small lil thing??i called u and u berbual nk tk nk....den u say im the one who is angry.....u say i keep blaming myself but u put the blame on me.....haiz....i dun wanna quarrel over such things....it is just dat i wanted to msg u a few seconds late...everytime i hold my phone n there u go...i just received a msg or just missed a call frm u...i know i didnt msg u straight when im home...just bcoz of dat minor thing u want to quarrel wif me...and when i wanted to peace off wif u u make me pissed off.......I dunno wat else to say...all i know...i dun want to fight wif u...and ill change 4 dat small matter ok???argh....
I just feel like shouting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think the ego is coming back....i have to control it.....hope u guys dun make me lose control.....
wif all things family,fren,life probs happening at the same time.....i really can explode....i really mean explode...EXPLODE!!!!!and one more thing........i am fking tired......actually my body is rotting....i just ignore the pain n tiredness im feeling...so..im mentally not tired...im physically not stress...but mentally i am........haiz............PAIN!!!!!!!!
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