~Live for the loved~

Monday, February 23, 2009

22nd feb...started off with a great smile when i woke up...gig day mah....but fucked up by my dad.....dun wish to talk bout it....both of u guys here know bout dat stupid ass thing.......

went to gig.....performed............sucks........IC did not do well.........really....sucks.....missed a lot......i dun think the crowd liked it......but....nvm....we hate club 6 equipments anyway.........met someone who said she did not want to come......she really make my day......i told u....my prediction is mostly correct...rite??hehhehee......i knw u cant bear to leave me.....so......i got u now......i must take gd care of u.....make sure u enjoy ur life......one thing...just go tell dat sucker off cause he dun have u anymore....and just hope he knows wat he is doin.......but....i wont do anything like wat he did to u......he dun deserve to be called a guy.....or even...human....all i know is to take care of u and the ppl around me.......ily

to maan.....sabar ehk bro...mcm maner ko tenang kan aku...gitu jugak kau kene buat kat diri kau......aku tau kau penyabar...ko boleh make it maan...dugaan ko lagi rabak dari aku.......tapi ttp ko maseh hidup....kau tabah n redah pada apa yg ko dilanda.....aku salute orng mcm ko maan....mungkin ko tk dpt bersama seseorang tu psl orng tu tk cukop layak untuk dapat kau....tapi lau da jodoh tk ke mana....sayang memang sayang.....tapi lau Yang Berkuasa tk izinkan..ape kan daya....kita leh sabar jer....ape2 pn....jgn nk isap rkk or minum.....sikit ari tu da cukop....dats the last of me wathing u smoke on the water......if in need....call....ill do my best to help...dari segi wang memang aku tk der...dari segi naikkan semangat....insyaallah aku boleh......

back to u dumb2......i really luv u from the bottom of my heart.....i dun care bout ur past.....and i dun care bout my past....i hope we can forget our bitterness of our past together.....we are a new person now.....lets build up our future n not crying bout our past k.....ill help u in life.....ill also help myself....watever happens....ill be with u......i mean my words.....

the coolest part....for the both of u pictures in my life.....biler mau bowl???ke pool ker....antoo da sakit ati kalah ngan gua.....hahaa...we enjoy together arite...together with su...jai..n the rest of the geng.....u two are the light in my life...remember i used to live in darkness??hahahhaha....lamer peh cerita...really....i love all these pics in my life....

Zylaa(of course lar,my no.1 bby...)
Maan Rosewood
Jai Lanun
Nol
Su(for lecturing n making me see wat dumb2 feels)
The rest of IC band(u guys are the music)
Those frens who are not disebut....u guys know who u are....if u heard my problems....den...i luv u guys too...

Last of all...the most impt...my fam...wat ever they have done...i appreciate it....they dun nid to know how i feel....just know dat i love them....

one most impt person of all whom i think he can read as i am typing dis....Kepada Aruah Pak Itam.....dengan penuh ikhlas hati mimin berterima kasih lagi sekali atas dorongan kepada mimin selama hayat pak itam...mimin tak sempat mintak maaf atas kesalahan mimin...mimin,wandi dan semua saudara marah dan anak buah pak itam sentiasa ingat perjuangan pak itam untuk kesenangan kita semua....Semoga Allah mencucuri rohnya dan letaknya didalam golongan orang yang beriman.....Al Fateha.....

spider blogged at 6:29 AM

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