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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Dumb2 only..........

Ive told u....if problems come...they come straight at one go....haiz....y do u really have to go n follow him?i really2 felt the pain sia....i thought after im being sacarstic u wont follow him....but in the end...u did...dun say i lookdown on myself...cause dis is the fact...the fact that i dun own a bike nor a car...or even licence...i know u miss those times riding rite??wat?by saying u talk to ur racing frens bout me can relax me down??the fact is u already went wif him...i dun care wat u talk about...u know i dun like if u hop on a guys bike...fair enough i dont own one..but do u really have to go dat far to actually scratch my heart??im actually not angry wif u...but im dissapointed with ur actions...imagine i saw u on the road on his bike or any other person bike...ill tell my self im a letdown to you...i cant give u the easier way to travel...futhermore...dat person is ur ex...i know i dun have a say if he want to meet u or wat..im just so called..new....wat if ur ex gal saw him??wat does she have to say??if she say ok...shes fine wif it...den i dunno wat to say bout myself...maybe im just so jealous..or im just a big time loser...i promise not to leave u...but the way u are doing dis is like u are the one who is gonna leave me....if u really do...den...im totally speechless like the mute...bcoz of dis thing...u dunno wat did i do and wat happen today...no nid to ask me..k?all i want to give u is happiness but u obstruct me dis way...making the both of us unhappy...y?u told me b4..if u did something wrong..tell u rite??should i tell u now??or is it obviously obvious??and im the one who called su...and actually her sister or brother did not saw u...it is just a make up story created by me..really dissappointed..

Last time fai msg me and u were like angry or so called jealous...but then i didnt contact her...i even never say hi to zyzii when at ECP....Zyzii got nothing to do wif me but not to hurt u...i didnt even say hi..even though u wont noe if i met her or wat..but then..on your side...u r able to even go n meet ur EX...ride on his bike summore....and he fetch u frm work........dat time u were sick and im in my frens van..wanting to pick u up at ur workplace...u dun let me..meaning wat...u are ashamed dat some company's van is picking u up..actually u should be..cause its not even my van...and its a van..not a bike...since u already met him today...wat about tmr...nxt week...or even if i shifted house to Teban??haiz...i will fight for u if i have to....if they want to let me have a taste of the helmet...ill show them what is called a 6 string bass guitar....i wont break my promise...i wont leave u...but will u??i hope not...this is really a test to me....i dunno if u still want to continue to meet dat so called fren of urs....and continue scratching my heart until its gone..or are u going to heal it 4 me??get my point?

now..this thing make me hate mat rempits...i dun care how good u guys are....if u guys are those rempits in a group who thinks u can take anything or anyone just whacking ur throttle....den...be prepared to ans those questions when u meet with an accident...scumbags...i rather flip in a car n not get serious injury rather than flip on a bike and get my head off.....u scumbags think its cool rite...i love my life...i treasure my life and those in my life....peace all

spider blogged at 6:45 AM

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