Tuesday, February 17, 2009
So now i know....since he meant so much to u...lets keep it short n simple...tell me after u read dis post ok....if u have made up ur mind to go on with ur past.....den...i wish u all the best....thnx 4 keeping me company dis few months...just note one thing...once u have gone back.....dun remember anything....4get me...just note dat i didnt exist in dis world.....its normal to me someone leaving me after they told me the 3 letter word..dun think of finding me if he break ur heart again....i wont be there in ur life....i thought u were the one....but....im wrong again...dis tears dat fall doesnt mean a thing now....i told u..it is difficult to make my tears fall.....u scratched my heart dat day...now...u really broke it again...so....maybe dis is it....maybe dis is the end....end of dis blog.....im deleting it away soon....i knew u would change if u meet him again....guess im right....im right to be angry when u meet him....but u just wouldnt care.....u even lie to me by saying u want only me.....i felt ive been played around....U want him more....stop lying to urself.....a bass guitar couldnt fight with a bike....so....made ur decision??im fully prepared to live my life just the way i am...alone...without any gals by my side...and dun u worry about how im feeling....it doesnt matter if i cry or laugh...just know dat all those i said were real and i never even thought once of playing with ur heart...im a man of my words....I got my pride...I am able to stand up for myself and those i care for....but if they leave...its up to them....i could only say farewell...u choose him as u know him longer....
Maan....ko paham aku kan....ko pon pernah nampak aku kene tinggal kan...ko tau lar ape nk buat....ko dulu bagi aku semangat untuk terus berjuang...mungkin nie da takdir aku...aku pn tk tau ape aku buat salah kat dunia nie...Rockers pon boleh menitiskan air mata...tapi bro...ape2...pahit ke manis aku telan.....ko n jai yg paham aku.....ape yg aku harapkan tk selalu aku dpt....
selamz pada insan2 yg aku btol2 sayang....
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