Monday, February 16, 2009
IM ANGRY LIKE FUCK......not bcoz of her...BCOZ OF ME.....Y THE FUCK I HAVE DIS FEELING..called JEALOUSY.....im trying my very best to fight it....im not losing....i will win soon....dis stupid feeling causes me to create trouble between people.....is there such thing called jealousy management programme??fuck it man...really...fuck....sometimes i feel like ending everything.....but i dun want it to end...ending bcoz im jealous??wth....am i nuts or wat if i did dat....pls god give me the power go stop dis thing....i know i have made uncountable sins...but pls...i dun want anything to end now except for dis jealousy...at least lower it....im sick and tired of the feeling....my heart is as hard as iron....no wonder im in iron child...nonsense....i just want my happiness back....from the day im able to think..until now...all i ever did was to solve problems........mostly of others....but not mine....haiz.....i dunno if i can say dis....but...if i die....is it better or worse....better cause i got nothing to take care of...worse cause i havent fully change myself for the better...aiyo2....manyak pening leh.....bui soong...bui tahan...peace
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