Strumming away my misery...
Scaling through bitterness in life...

dunno wats wrong with me..negative pasts keep haunting me back...argh..kinda sux..actually...it really sux...i fear every single step when with u..at any time..the thought of the past will remind me...the past history is so fucked up..haiz...ill keep it to myself...i wont even ask u anything bout the qns in my mind...if i did..ill then pull myself away from u...the past really breaks me into pieces...maybe..the saying is true...somethings are better not to be known..bcoz we are frens last time..and maybe..we are too open..the mistake n pain stays for a lifetime..the heart always says it loves u...but the mind create some flashbacks dat keep reminding me bout the past...worse..imagining it...it might take me years to get rid of dis...im trying my very best every single second...every night..b4 i sleep...it comes..haiz...nothing can change it...unless if time rewinds itself few years back....let it go...

dad bout me iphone mini...which kinda get used to it already....its a lil smaller than my ezlink..ya..imagine how i sms...took me a long time to sms a short msg...haha...oh ya...btw...TO those who perform last gig..sori i didnt turn up for it...got some problems to take care of...deadly,sinfully...SORI...lol....

competition postponed...28th june...fighting for our livez....18 bands...a lot of them...power2....but...who give a damn...we came to fight...not to look at them and telling ouselves dat we suck...we dont suck...we try hard to make something happen...and...expect the unexpected i guess...cause...we made quite a few changes on both songs...but...changing a song....dajal stays...the other might be hakikat perjuangan,tiada lagi airmata,blabla,bla,bla....dunno la kan..we r gonna make it like a concert...got ideas just now on how to improve....tmr will just show them the sequence n stuff when session at jai place...so called..jamming..only dun have bass amp...FUCK....i dunno if its loud enough if i use my subwoofer..without my multi efx..cause tmr then Edy pass back..so..just try my luck...ouh ya..maan...fight maan..tk ya takot la dorang bagus ke tak...main thing...enjoy...do our best aite...18 bands jer...anugerah boleh tk kan nie tk leh....

dis time round...im going crazy on the fretboard of my bass...idc if u guys think im like those mcm phm or wat...all i know...i play fancy2..but i find the notes one at a time..make sure it really sounds gd and the right scale...peace

Strumming away my misery...
Scaling through bitterness in life...

YAY...SPF medical checkup on the 18th nxt week...gonna be a bz week....with competition and other stuffs......not long den im joining the force....den gonna find those kind of people who always create trouble....lock dem up.....dats wat is stated here in the letter...crime prevention...and arresting of suspects...wohooo...hahaha...hopefully when im in...TWL will create trouble...it will be kinda easy to catch those wimps..hahah..crazy....planning to get those kind of job...ssb....lock sama dorang...

now...keep practicing for the comp...we really got no time to jam...but after 2 jamming...we'll be ok...we practice hard quite a few times...only without maan...cause he is bz..so...should be ok..maan...give ur best...next week gonna be hell of a jamming.....prepare IC and Rosewood....hahaha...kk....done

Strumming away my misery...
Scaling through bitterness in life...

jom blogging jom.....hahaha........listen up...I GOT A JOB...at swensons...and fkin hell its not dat SPF....dear police people...GIVE ME MY FKIN LETTER AND LET ME SIGN THE CONTRACT................ok..done..ariz oso get the job..at holland v...

and..wow...u said dat to him??if u really did..gd for u...u passed..if u did not..den..u are a liar...pants on fire....life is changing..so are we....so..learn to adapt ok...we learn as we go...TOGETHER........yes...i wont be dat notti to go and layan girls at the new workplace ok.....takot sngt la.....takot2 nnt btol2 hilang tau...so..jgn takot.yg penting ikhlas.......done...

competition next sunday...tiada lagi air mata n dajal...added colours to both music..dats wat music is all about rite...so maan..be prepared bro..do ur stuff when on stage with iron child....u know us better than anyone else....

my life...the past is haunting me to remember it........i want to start new..which i already did la..haha..so..peace to all...tmr friday prayers.......im so going to prayers tmr.......jom kwn2...gi solat...start from a small step.....den u can face challenges better....in a way la....

Strumming away my misery...
Scaling through bitterness in life...

The prophets of God have left you solaced indeed
A zombie of Jesus insane with his belief
Is all that you know and all you take as you go
Youre one with the rich and only take from the poor

Nailed to the cross by your hands and your feet
Your washed up religion is now worthless and weak
Tenacious conviction has caught up with your soul
Theres no place for mercy in the myths of your lord

Little lamb of sacrifice, full of Bible hymns
Hiding in the house of God, from his suffering
Pray the son will come and call just to make us dead
Bring upon the end of timesworship if you dare

Wiping out masses just for shits and a grin
Is all an illusion of the spell that youre in
Religious confliction has impaired your control
In his resurrection, revelations unfold

He is you the sacrifice, in the house of bless
Crucify yourself to death just to get to him
Die. will you.

Annihilation by the hands of God
Mutilate me.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Unforgiving.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Christ ill willing.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Heaven hates you.

When its time, I wont look back
Heavens gates under attack

Satan.
Satan.
Satan.
Satan.

Little lamb of sacrifice, full of Bible hymns
Hiding in the house of God, from his suffering
Pray the son will come and call just to make us dead
Bring upon the end of times. worship if you dare

Annihilation by the hands of God
Mutilate me.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Unforgiving.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Christ ill willing.
Annihilation by the hands of God
Heaven hates you.




a lil song 4 u little wimps motherfucker

I've been searching for an oasis
In the desert for so long
In my weakness trying
To pretend I'm strong

I've been holding on
To things that I have left behind
I've been scared and lonely
I'm crippled inside

Bathed my soul in the starlight
Healed my wounds in the sun
Screamed my pain to the forest
Asking the question why?

Will there come a time for me when I find peace of mind
Will I always have this feeling like I'm last in the line
I will climb up the mountain and light up the candle and ask:
"Will my soul ever rest in peace?"

I've been washed in pain
Haunted by the ghosts of years ago
They won't leave me be
They keep coming back for more

Will there come a time for me when I find peace of mind
Will I always have this feeling like I'm last in the line
I will climb up the mountain and light up the candle and ask:
"Will my soul ever rest in peace?"

My crippled soul is yearning to be free

Will there come a time for me when I find peace of mind
Will I always have this feeling like I'm last in the line
I will climb up the mountain and light up the candle and ask:
"Will my soul ever rest in peace?"


nice song...if i die..i wanna rest in peace...

Strumming away my misery...
Scaling through bitterness in life...

Blogged....fuck u all that are not invited here...wakakkkaka....xian..but enjoy life...dunno wat to do....lepas masok SPF baru power....tahan2 orng....weeee....saper2 aku tk suke tapi buat salah kan...tangkap.......saper2 aku suke...tapi buat salah....pon aku tangkap...best per...tapi nie nk sign contract peh lmbt....for now...enjoy life with her....enjoy my life...orng lau tk kacau...aku tk kacau....orng lau da kacau...aku buat kacau....get wat i mean...lamer tk go gig....might be going to bellzone again...members perform..den...21st june...competition....trying my best to get my band together....we can do it dis time...everyone is working hard to cope with our band...ariz skills are fkin superb...everyone has gone up another level...hmm...living life with her is sure is fun...without any disturbance...we live freely...do wat we like...enjoy scolding each other...watever it is...i own her and she owns me now...just want her to finish her private studies to get some certs...and me to get dat SPF thing...and we will be reaching our goals....i just want her to have a peaceful n fun life...nothing else matters...hmm....nampak nyer...sumer orng2 atas da nk relek....banyak pon da relek...people are changing for the better i guess...in Rockers League...mcm ada new set of leaders to lead...RR...ketua da nk kahwin...coke....da lama ketua cabot lari den relek..ketua huruf pertama dlm kitab islam lau korang belajar agama la...pon da keje govt sector...saper sangka...its a nice view to see them chill down....ada budak samseng2 pon da rock n roll...tatoo tak agak2...tapi sumer da relek...tapi...ada jugak orng2 yg maseh nk buat2 nie sumer...budak2 secondary aku pon ape beza....lagak samseng..sajer jer korang...lau kumpulan da besar...rebel la....kater kuat..garang..rebel ngn govt...jgn tinggal singapore..btol tk...tk der keje nk cari hal...da tu kene tangkap masok lock up...den da tk der future..rosak2....hidup relek...n enjoy sua la...hidup mau rock mah...lu orng mau hip hop lu peh pasal la...janji rock maintain.....sia2 jer hang tuah kasi dialog tu kat orng melayu...melayu sendiri tikam sesama sendiri...orng maju jauh...dia ketinggalan buat havoc...members biar ramai...musuh biar sikit..member biar yg boleh pakai...jgn yg tk guna..."brother" kene...lu lari...sedikit msg untuk adek sedara aku yg nk havoc balek...nie la comment aku untuk kau...LU KENTAL LA......

"angkong braper bnyk,orng besar mana pon,masok dlm sumer adek2" -bro fiz(jail warden,ex head of ......)

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